redho je lah

as-salam
untuk pengetahuan korang last 2 week aku attend kursus english selame 5 hari
diulangi 5 hari
dengan harapan aku akan tulis phd proposal dengan english yang mantap gemilang dan terbilang
bos iolls pun peliks tau why nak atttend kursus cam gitu
pas i promise ngan die ai akan balik opis buat keje during lunch
bos ai pun bagilaa kebenaran
ditakdirkan aku jumpe xstudent phd kat situ
tapi wat local je
ai pun interview die
"puan ape chance untuk promotion kalo ade phd..?"
how about pekeliling yang said ade phd n sarjana gaji naik
she said...
circular tu khas untuk intake baru je
we oll dah lame2 ni takde priviledge ape2 pun
ai pun tanya lagi..
nape Dr. A tu pas balik phd terus dapat naik?
jeng..jeng..jeng
dah kul 5 ai nak balik
to be continued..

an update

as-salam
it has been long time since the last updates
iyelah tu
yes i update a lot
but not for my daughters
after read fb status about creating an email, sending kids' photos every year to the email
then once they reach 18 give them password
i realize that that i don't blog enough for hanan n nuha
mule nak insaf
i promise myself...do my best
to keep their childhood memory updating
first of all
about nuha

nuha is a cheeky girl, bold
has sense of ownership
stubborn sometimes
very shy person
talk less only say nanak, ibu, ayah and annuuu....(call hanan) also ball, bird, dog n cat
focus
fast learner
independent
manja sangat
suke pukul orang, ibu n ayah pun kene
tak boleh kene marah
love to smile
very firm kalo nak sesuatu tu kire nak jugak..walau ape pun terjadi
boleh ikut arahan dengan bagus
paham bahase malaysia
takut sangat dengan cat
nak makan n minum sendiri
nak cium dengan bagi pipi die
kalo tak puas hati ngan hanan will smackdown n peluk hanan tak lepas2
suke pakai aksesori..beg, jam

hanan:
manja jugak
quite slow..suke lengah2
sometimes banyak excuse
do not focus to numbers and letters, but absorb cepat from listening and gambar
dependent
talkactive
helpful
throw her emotions setiap kali suruh mengalah
cepat hot cepat cool
pandai amek hati ibu n ayah
susah nak ingat nama orang
until now name kawan n teacher tak penah ingat
but can sosialize ngan sape2 je
cepat bosan
senang appreciate orang
kalo menangis, marah cant stop her kene pujuk baik2
alwiz complaining
pandai menjawab

the indifferents about them:
suke mandi dan main air
ekzema
say nanak ngan tangan2 sekali
muke same
suke menyepah
suke berjalan kat luar rumah
eat less
suke menyakat each other

ok...terer tak mak die..
dah observe hari2 kan...?
ai belanja gambo diorang k..

boleh komen

as-salam
as u all know
i am obsessed to lose weight, make over, organize thing, shop..
only losing weight don't cost anything to me
others need money
to satisfy myself i follow blogs, fbs
do window shopping
and start dreaming

as money is the biggest concern
i try to keep myself calm
sabaq na..
the time will come
kumpul duit sikit-sikit
dis pic i plan to upload at deko page
to get some view from id maybe
but feel shame lah..
nampak macam tak kena je di mata ku
so i put flowers on the corner
also table lamp which i mintak kat my sister
hohoho..

so i invite any comment..
bye

hidup mesti diteruskan

as-salam
actually..
i was not listed in coming promotion
fell so down macam ke hape dah
mungkin Allah ada rezeki lain untuk aku as enche ahmad said
but still tak dapat merawat luka di hati ini
see..how ambitious i am
as time goes on
i can accept n pasrah
hidup mesti diteruskan
hutang yang banyak mesti disetelkan
so i just wait n wait from payday to another payday (gile)
beginning of year 2014 filled wit pain n sorrow
hope 2015 will be more glorious
with stable financial position, hope for another promotion
with more amal ibadah
with more kids..
really??
oklah kite hanya mampu merancang..
Allah jua yang menentukan

before n after

wearing d same pants and blouse..fokus kat peha..yippie...!!!

at last i have something yang boleh dibanggakan
if i can do it, so can you
kalo gune duit tu tak mampu lah den
ni free
terubatlah sikit luka di hati ini..

wordless wednesday

dah datang dah

as-salam
hari tu kegilaan aku nak mendeko dah stop
xtau nape ni datang balik
sadis..
sebab tengah2 duit tak cukup ni bolehlah pulak teringin nak beli itu ini
semuanye bermule bile aku proceed balik projek rel curtain yang tertangguh
jenuh carik tukang drill
at last aku suh je handyman kat maintenance opis
murah je die amek RM30 untuk 4 tingkap termasuk yang blind tu
sangat hepi
kalo kire lubang ade 16
standard price 1 lubang RM3
kalo suh ikea drill RM10
giler hape..
cam simple sangat plak kan ruang tamu aku ni
one more aku rase tak berkenan ngan kaler ijau tu
rase nak tuko langsir, tukar cat, tukar tv bench
tuko tikar..tukar lantai..haish...ade sape2 nak taja tak?
ape-ape pun kasi tukar dulu seat cover kete yang dah berpeta2 tuh..
rumah ni cite time nek pangkat nanti yer..
doa-doakan..

ops lupelak..
we ol masih g keje together-gether
keluaq awai sikitla..
buat mase ni cukuplah satu kete
tak tukaq dah kete besaq
habaq enche ahmad
jimat-jimatla la...
lagipun mane nak cekih duit bayaq keta besaq..
till the, bye...